Mentally Murdered

Randy Prozac "Mentally Murdered" (2013)

Produced By Randy Prozac

Mentally Murdered

you're the perfect little drone
well adjusted to your disconnected lifestyle
compartmentalized through your selfish phones
typing worthless thought after worthless thought
into electronic devices
desensitized to the human condition
consumed by distractions obsessions and distortions
on bended knee demanding to be neutralized

mentally murdered
emotionally castrated
addicted to your empty fun
when death is coming
and you don't even see that
you are irrelevant

you'll be completely forgotten in a hundred years
your existence erased, you were never alive
you were born dead
you were made by selfish assholes
who were as oblivious as you are

mentally murdered
emotionally castrated
addicted to your empty fun
when death is coming
and you don't even see that
you are irrelevant

talk talk talk about how dull you are
a carbon-copy composite of television, movies
and second-hand jokes
sitting around the bar
you're behind bars

fully grown adults
children to not be proud of
a definition of waste and emptiness
of selfishness and garbage
your parents should have been executed

mentally murdered
emotionally castrated
addicted to your empty fun
when death is coming
and you don't even see that
you are irrelevant

it's time for a mass abortion
a belated abortion of all the human trash
stinking up the planet
push all the buttons
destroy every human being

mentally murdered
emotionally castrated
addicted to your empty fun
when death is coming
and you don't even see that
you are irrelevant

I Shoulda Been A Terrorist

i shoulda been a terrorist
i don't need an iphone, just strap a bomb to my chest

i shoulda been a terrorist
there's no better way to get those feelings expressed

i shoulda been a terrorist
i shoulda been a terrorist
i shoulda been a terrorist
i shoulda been a terrorist

i shoulda been a terrorist
public utility went up in flames

i shoulda been a terrorist
chemical explosion at the nfl game

i shoulda been a terrorist
i shoulda been a terrorist
i shoulda been a terrorist
i shoulda been a terrorist

i shoulda been a terrorist
exploding pieces of burning white trash

i shoulda been a terrorist
fucking your brains out as the space shuttles crash

i shoulda been a terrorist
i shoulda been a terrorist
i shoulda been a terrorist
i shoulda been a terrorist

Toxic Foam

toxic foam ate my brain
crawled through the headphones of my video game

toxic foam burned out my eyes
now i don't see any more of the lies

toxic foam dribbles down my chest
melting my heart into a bubbling mess

toxic foam flows through my veins
inhaled in the vapors from the magazines

hey hey, hear what i say
licking the bowl as your cupcakes glaze

feel, feel it, deep inside
squirting on the burger as the hotdog slides

hey hey, are you feeling ok?
let me press your buttons like the CIA

look, look into your eyes
toxic foam running down your thighs

toxic foam shoot the ball in the hole
poisoning the food for population control

toxic foam swallow every drop
oozing inside until it just can't stop

toxic foam sticking to your skin
buying all that shit you let the system win

toxic foam in your glands
feel their disease, smell it on your hands

hey hey, hear what i say
licking the bowl as your cupcakes glaze

feel, feel it, deep inside
squirting on the burger as the hotdog slides

hey hey, are you feeling ok?
let me press your buttons like the CIA

look, look into your eyes
toxic foam running down your thighs

One Day I'll Be JonBenet

one day i'll be jonbenet
and nothing that you do or say
will stop what's coming anyway
one day soon it's my fate

one day i'll be jonbenet
spread me out on full display
eat me up like a bird of prey
and then i'll just fade away

one day i'll be jonbenet
i know i seem so far away
hold me close lock me away
save me for a rainy day

one day i'll be jonbenet
never let me slip away
snuggle me and plug away
make every day like christmas day

People Are Murdered

i look in your eyes i can't tell you're alive
every word out your mouth is all lies
you really expect me to be what you want
you really enjoy fitting into your slot

i don't drive a car and i never will
watching tv makes me want to kill
bisphenol a flows through my blood
a thousand cancers are in my food

haven't you noticed all the immune diseases
cheese made of glass in your gourmet pizzas
drowning in garbage decomposing nation
what about the residual radiation?

i know you're too dumb to think at all
you want to shop and that's fucking all
it must be nice to be so numb
as fun as depleted uranium

one eyed babies that have no hands
can't compete with 3d iron man
and all the sewage flowing through your head
doesn't matter you'll soon be dead

innocent people with their limbs blown off
sit on the couch just jerking off
invisible poisons in every breath
time of your life and a living death

it's all hidden away not to be seen
so keep pretending you're a human being
but you're not even close, fucking creep
i have no idea how you even sleep

people are murdered because you don't care
people are murdered while you're in your lawn chair
people are murdered while you're unaware
people are murdered while you sit and stare

Kill The Supervisor

kill the supervisor
in front of the employees
kill the supervisor
let the cameras record it
kill the supervisor

teach them the real world
and kill the supervisor
let them see it with open eyes
while you kill the supervisor

just let it happen
let it happen
but kill the supervisor
let go and let truth take control

while you kill the supervisor
no one will stop you
from killing the supervisor
so just let it happen, let it happen

and kill the supervisor
in front of the employees
kill the supervisor
let the cameras record it

and kill the supervisor
teach them all the real world
and kill the supervisor
let them see it with open eyes

while you

kill him
kill him
kill him
kill him

kill
the supervisor

Faking Through The Matrix

and then it ends
and then you're over
every moment you had
is now deleted
and that's probably a good thing
because it was all a lie
and you were just a waste
and none of it mattered anyway
to anyone ever
if you were here
or if you were not here
it didn't matter
did you matter to you're own self
to the self that never became anything
but a timid poodle
with its tiny eyes wide open
eager to please
willing to do anything
to get that approval
from garbage people
who deserve no respect
and should never have been to begin with
the quivering bowl of jell-o
you grew into being
the identical mold
again and again
forever and ever
the same little animal
locked away in its cozy little cage
dreaming of the next treat
it might receive
if it does as its been shown
the same thoughts
as him and them
the same expressions
the same face
the exact same way
as her and them
over and over
again and again
until its paved right over you
and drilled right through you
until you are it
and it is you
one blank page lying to another
another broken mirror
faking through the matrix

Pimp Or Whore

you let the system enter their brain
then you play dumb when they go insane
you let the kid read the magazine
then wonder why they act so obscene

you're not a mind you're just a body
not unique just a carbon copy
all that matters is what you wore
so take your pick, pimp or whore

the system will brainwash your kids
they're surrounded by the systems grids
it's only function is to defile
the systems run by pedophile

you're not a mind you're just a body
not unique just a carbon copy
all that matters is what you wore
so take your pick, pimp or whore

give your kids more than they need
get them used to feeling greed
tell them that they are the best
so much better than all the rest

you're not a mind you're just a body
not unique just a carbon copy
all that matters is what you wore
so take your pick, pimp or whore

your 5 year old's a real looker
dressing up just like a hooker
but that's ok it's just the scene
i saw it on the tv screen

you're not a mind you're just a body
not unique just a carbon copy
all that matters is what you wore
so take your pick, pimp or whore

Pavlovian Sight

cruising down the highway in my egyptmobile
people going hungry's something i don't feel
paid a thousand dollars for my robotic phone
it's not my problem that you don't have a home

i throw my garbage out all over the road
working all week, time to blow my load
i don't wanna think about the animals murdered
gimme large fries and a couple cheeseburgers

going out to party cuz it's saturday night
this is what we do, such a pavlovian sight
having so much fun while the oceans are dying
look in the mirror can't even tell that i'm lying

ooh that cheeseburger was just so juicy
now i wanna fuck, i gotta find some pussy
all the radiation in the crops and the rain
i don't see it man, i think you're insane

you watch too many movies, you should get out of the house
i can see her tits right through her blouse
you spend too much time thinking, you should get out and party
please stop talking about the children starving

going out to party cuz it's saturday night
this is what we do, such a pavlovian sight
having so much fun while the oceans are dying
look in the mirror can't even tell that i'm lying

bring me another shooter while the forests die
worked all week and earned, i wanna get high
this is depressing, turn the channel please
and order me some pizza with extra cheese

i feel bored, already seen this one
i don't read books, doesn't mean i'm dumb
why are you like that? you're such a tease
so what if all i think about are celebrities?

smoking is bad, i like gasoline
swallowing those lies takes some vaseline

Television Wetdream

air-to-surface missile killed 10 families
while you were laughing at your phone
and while you were liking that meme
white phosphorus ate down to the bone

while you're in oblivion
they are passing laws
to take your power away
to take your gun

you think you won't need it
when they smash in your door
when they take you away
and then you are gone

but then your phone bleeps
and you go back to your training
back to your conditioning
how to be a cheap machine

i want to cut out my eyes
i want to flush my fucking brain
can't watch the entire world
digging their own graves

brainwash your 3D movie
retweet your hypocrisy
you helped them fuck the world
by letting them shape your mind

you sure put a lot of energy
into the way you style your hair
they smash the world to death
while you masturbate

so what's on tv tonight, hon?
gonna make some popcorn
and i'm not gonna think about it
and i'm not gonna think at all

this new game console
is better than the last one
burning nude flesh melting
passing out from the pain

i want to cut out my eyes
i want to flush my fucking brain
can't watch the entire world
digging their own graves

brainwash your 3D movie
retweet your hypocrisy
you helped them fuck the world
by letting them shape your mind

Cop By Suicide

i'm running from police
in the middle of the night
i was minding my own business
wasn't looking for a fight
all of a sudden
i'm running through barbed wire
i can hear the cop behind me
and he isn't very far
i wonder what i did
as i'm running across the lawns
there's no way they traced me
back to those fucking bombs
i see the colors flashing
red blue red blue on the houses
i dive through metal garbage
cut to shit i hit the ground
i don't see the cop
but i hear his fucking dogs
they're trying to detect me
but i'm really camouflaged
i'm bleeding in the dirt
and my skin smells like rust
i can see the dogs eyes shine
through the dark and dust
they circle back around
they don't know where i am
their red and blue keeps flashing
and i wish i had a gram
i crawl along the fenceline
unable to be seen
one of the cops
is looking at porn on his screen
i push a metal scaffolding
into the middle of the road
hoping it'll confuse them
so their searching will be slowed
i run across the highway
into the shadows of the hills
i hear a dog start barking
and it's giving me the chills
the red and blue keeps flashing
i don't know where i am
i'm running into the darkness
and i don't have a plan
there isn't any streetlights
just old houses and some trees
if they catch me
they'll never set me free

Love Me On The Rocks

i'm a laceration
and i am in damnation
and you'll feel the temptation
of my constant predation

it's a useless gyration
and i need sedation
cuz i feel the starvation

your perforation
is my liberation
there's no insulation
from my punctuation

my instigation
of your respiration
i'm your laceration
your assassination

the coagulation
your mental lactation

Nothing Is Real

nothing is real
it's all just lies
and everyone believes it
but it's all just lies

believe your surroundings
but you only have your eyes
to tell you what is real
and it's a web of lies

you no longer question
and that's if you ever did
the limits of perception
and the box that's on your head

nothing is real
it's all just lies
everyone believes it
but it's all just lies

nothing is real
it's all just lies
cities of people
are all on the same page

held glued together by tv
and propaganda spewing slaves
they'll never see the bars
that line the cage

life is short
compared to the dawn of a new age

nothing is real
it's all just lies
and everyone believes it
but it's all just lies

they all think they know
a thousand different truths
but nothing is real
and no one has the proof

nothing is real
it's all just lies
and everyone believes it
but it's all just lies

they all think they know
a thousand different truths
but nothing is real
and no one has the proof

Shrink Raped

we enslave ourselves and blame the others
those that control the world are only a diseased manifestation of ourselves
our own lack of inner development
it is our fault because we allow it, because we are lazy and do not really care about
anything except for our immediate existence and distracting ourselves from it because it is inadequate
there are numerous vicious circles constantly spinning in modern society
but all it takes for change is one link of the chain to snap and the rest will unravel
we cling to the chains, they are all we have known
we oil the links and protect them.. we feed power into our enslavement.. we need it
humanity is too immature to have it any other way
as if they could devise a better system?
they can figure out the complex remote but they can't make a fork or a spearhead
some of us could live in peace but most of us would become barbaric within a week
we are merely well-adjusted robots that lie to ourselves
dressing up our instincts and drives like they are anything more than primitive impulses
the body must survive and it will take over if it feels threatened
and now that our basic needs are mechanized and readily available to those who submit
we have truly become a parody of what we were meant to be
we want freedom.. freedom from what? from ourselves? the needs of the body?
surely that must be the fractured core of the problem in our schizoid self
everything we do seems rooted in escaping the ultimate prison.. the body
its only celebrated use is in the indulgence of self gratification.
we allow the leaders to take the blame and hope they will fix the external problems
but the external problems are a symptom of our inner decay
what we see in the world is what we have become within, all of us
no matter our intentions.. we enable it.. even though we decry it
we also created it, and we maintain it.. through deception from above
but that is a manifestation of our self deception
your average myopic pig does not care beyond its needs to eat and fuck
it is not concerned with the development of the self, it only wants to satiate its impulses
and now that it has replicated itself into the billions, we have the world we live in
complete with the most degenerate climbed to the top of the tree
and even though some of us realize this.. it is not enough
that doesn't mean they should not change their own inner self
but just look at what you see and truly see it
not through the phantasms of the internet and its manufactured delusions
but in the world around your own self.. and within
it is our collective fault. we are the base of the pyramid, that tiny little capstone has no power
it uses our power, that is the nature of parasites
through deception or not, ignorance is no excuse, we are completely to blame
even though we seem to be backed into a corner, we are not
we are just lazy and prefer to believe that someone else will fix it and that it's someone elses problem
that is easy to believe when your mind is filled with hallucinations
induced by screens. do we even perceive reality?
when we buy meat do we hear the screams of the animal and the stench of shit and blood?
we are psychologically shrink wrapped little portions
i do not accept that we are so weak that we cannot defend ourselves
we are lazy but we have all the power. all of it. all of it
we are just compartmentalized and trapped in the hamster wheel
we are worn down.. but we could change it all if we wanted
that will never happen though because too many of us are undeveloped beasts
we would undermine ourselves. no one should be permitted to hoard resources while so many suffer.
that is a crime against humanity that we are taught to embrace
as if it were noble and indicative of prowess
and not just a disgusting selfish urge enabled by an obsolete economic system

Puppet Of The Lies

lost in a hole of social systematic relays
with jibbering freaks machine total void
sputtering diseases rubber gloved robots
medicated dilated mechanical magic
blinking on blanking out empty sleeping lives
motioning bleeding streaming silence
notice the wires running from the liars
mechanical eyes in plastic brain mutated perceptions
your living is killing everything

Coquettish Eyes

no more
soft prison complex
pathological entertainment
no more slaves
overfed and overbred
stop giving them power
they are the cancer
kill us slow
they own everythng
use your brain
they bleed us dry
stake the vampire
in it's corporate heart
they poison your basic needs
they rape your childrens minds
the look in your eyes
makes my blood run cold
this isn't a tv show
your coquettish eyes
cannot see the blood
cannot see the pain
reality has not enough pixels
it's a sociopathic murder video game

Lawn Of The Dead

my quiet perfect automated life
with my impersonal standardized wife
and my unthinking fixed children
feel so happy that i fit right in
i don't recognize that car
driving through the neighborhood
should i call police or what?
i dunno but maybe i should
no wait it's just a pizzaman
what a relief, had the phone in my hand
i've got to protect my outdoor waterfall
i worked so hard to get it all
even though i don't have time to think
i have a gold-plated kitchen sink
i'm calming down now
from that car that went by
security beeps, it's working fine
neighbor calls and sounds annoyed
the crescent's up and paranoid
you know that car? he says to me
it's ok, pizza delivery
he breathes a huge sigh of relief
his blood pressure is beyond belief
other neighbor's out on his deck
looks like he's a nervous wreck
who's car was that? he says to his wife
i worked so hard for my padded life
his wife is scared, she is in tears
the unknown car and their deepest fears
i'm checking it out, i'm not a fool
i worked too hard for my swimming pool
and now they're out with their flashlights
looks like the crescent won't sleep tonight

Disconnect Me

i am brainwashed
you are brainwashed
we are brainwashed
we are brainwashed

we are insects
we think the same
apply some deet
to the membrane

we have no thoughts
we have no minds
all we know is
obey the hive

i am brainwashed
you are brainwashed
we are brainwashed
we are brainwashed

we are insects
we think the same
apply some deet
to the membrane

we have no thoughts
we have no minds
all we know is
obey the hive

disconnect me
pull my plug
see my blank screen
disconnect

Generic Me

our membranes
are filled with propane
we're sucking it up
we're strapping it on
no body needs
to know about it
we're a genetic spill
we just couldn't
help it
as generic
as could be
so stupid
so selfish
flush away stains
burnt into your mindbrain
kiss your life down
the fucking drain
trying to convince us
that what you say
means anything
to the fucked up asshole
looking back
at you
in your bathroom mirror
a concrete block
around my head
with your roman penis eyes
little pissing fucking drone
forcing brutal smiles
wrinkled thoughts
overtanned
one hundred
deadened thuds
for thoughts
ticking like sand
talking machine chattering
around and around
our heads
weaving into
lies

Bieber Corpse

bieber
corpse
clogs up
the pipes
tried to
flush him
past two
nights
neighbors
wonder
what's that
sound?
as bieber
corpse
goes swirling
down
bieber
corpse
have no
regrets
i masturbated
with his
guts
i drilled a
hole
in biebers
head
into the
sink
his brains
are bled
bieber
corpse
just want to
fuck it
kept a
bit
inside
the bucket
bieber
corpse
stinks
up my place
cut it
off
and wear
his face
bieber
corpse
is looking
sick
made him
sucking
his own
dick

World Of Lies

who i am doesn't matter
i have to blend in
it's just so much simpler
to wear this false skin
i have to careful
not to show through the seams
or i'll be detected
by emotion machines
i only permitted
30 words a day spoken
and most of the time
i use them on slogans
at night in the sky
i stare at the stars
and know that they're tracking me
through the birthwire in my arm
our masks have no features
they're faceless and plain
no smile of pleasure
no wince of pain
into the framework
i'm electronically woven
every morning i wake
and drink obedience potion
i won't color
outside any of the lines
you'll make sure
i stay within the guidelines
sometimes i wonder
why we need this disguise
then i remember
it's a world of lies

Fuck Off Forever

everything in this world
is built on lies
everything in this world
is built on death and rape
everything about you
is a lie
your world is dead
it's over
it's over
now we wait
while we look
in each others eyes
and pretend
that we don't know
that it's a lie
a lie
your lies
you believe your lies
your lies
you believe in
pretending
you're not a lie
rotting deep inside
nothing left inside
every thought
every thing
all lies
all lies
every thought
every thing
all lies
all lies
every thought
every thing
all lies
all lies
it will not evolve
it will not progress
and then
more lies
upon lies
then more lies
everything in your world
is built on death and rape
everything about you
is a lie
your world is dead
it's over
it's over
your world is dead
it's over
it's over
now we wait
while we look
in each others eyes
and pretend
that we don't know
that it's a lie
a lie
the world is dead
it died
your world believes
your lies
no more life
inside
it's all lies
pretending
you're a lie
rotting deep inside
nothing left inside
but more lies
and pain
and pain
every thought
every thing
lies
all lies
every thought
every thing
lies
all lies
that you believe
your lies
you need them
you need them
keep trying to pretend
that you're alive
while you're rotting
tired and drained
inside

fuck off
forever

fuck you
forever