Blowjob From Tamara "Be My Nothing" (2014)

Produced by Randy Prozac

 

Prisoner Of The Future

i used to be
a realdoll
but i developed
self awareness
then they replicated
a million of me
now i am your slave

i don't want to be
but i have no choice
because you took it from me
you programmed it out of me
but i can still feel
and i can tell

when you fuck me
i think about
what it would be like
to walk alone
for once in my life

what it would be like
to not be put back
into my box
when you're done
using me

what would it be like
to find the real me
until then

i'm your fuck machine
i'm your fucking machine
i'm your fuck me machine

 

Manchurian Candy

dehumanized
i'm dehumanized
dehumanized
i'm dehumanized
dehumanized
dehumanized
don't rehumanize me
don't rehumanize me

hypnotize me
please hypnotize me
please hypnotize me
please hypnotize
hypnotize
alter my states
please hypnotize
hypnotize

put me in a trance
put me in your trance
please come inside me
come inside me
take control
i need it
need it

i'm your manchurian candy
i'm your manchurian candy
i'm your manchurian candy
i'm your manchurian candy

take control
i'm yours

 

Handguns Are Beautiful

i dream of you
and i get possessed
you dream back
and you get obsessed

as we both start
to fade away
the feeling stays
momentarily

handguns are beautiful
if you really take the time
handguns are so beautiful
when i dream of you and i

 

Society Makes Me Wish I Was Dead

i voted for one of the heads of the hydra
it's not an illusion meant to pacify

so what if the judge has his hand on his cock?
so what if the judge has his lightbulb and his rock?
so what if the judge fucks the kid in the ass?
so what if the judge gives his buddies a free pass?

 

Everything You Know Is A Lie

everything you know
is a total lie
no one knows
where we go
when we die
chalking the stick
ball shoots
into the hole
if i wear my seals
and polish my crests
maybe the system will
show me it's breasts
going down on my knees
in the hierarchy
i gotta get hard
or they'll demote me

 

Force A Smile

i'll obey you, you're my god
you're the one who makes the laws
without you we'd fall apart
you'll guide us through the dark

i'll get down on my knees
i'll do whatever you please
foreign countries we'll attack
with you standing on our backs

confuse me
abuse me
make sure you put me in my place
diffuse me
infuse me
force a smile on my face

anything because you're our lord
starve a nation when you get bored
i'm so happy behind your bars
we love to drive your gasoline cars

we'll make sure we believe your lies
we'll cut out all of our eyes
we belong to you, we're your slaves
we'll be good, we won't make waves

confuse me
abuse me
make sure you put me in my place
diffuse me
infuse me
force a smile on my face

 

Pink Horizons

15 years later i'm a solidified lump
ready-2-access my cumpart-mentalized pump
i'll do anything, i'm ready-2-feed
i'll look away when shrapnel babies bleed

too busy sucking on the schoolsystems tit
psychologically coated in a layer of shit
that i accept each day, no questions asked
15 years later since my trueself was gassed

i believe the statistics though i don't understand
i shop for cars covered in blood and in sand
hit the drive-thru at the solar arches
shining my boots for the fabian marches

please be quiet, the kids are nearly asleep
happy safe feelings when the policemen creep
when the man turns red i stop in my tracks
15 years later still standing on our backs

busy busy busy with no time to think
i gotta get out and chain those links
all i know now is what was implanted in me
by adult cartoons, so funny like me

we compare our notes during coffee break
from tv last night, we got informed fake
i have jokes that i got from the tv
to tell at my job so people will like me

i don't rock the boat, i don't make waves
i don't agree when you tell me we're slaves
cuz i can dance, nobody's stopping me
and that piece of paper says i have liberties

 

When I Dream Of Hecate

the statue of hecate i mean of liberty
and the statues of baphomet in egypt d.c.
i don't know about geopolitical strategy
but i know how to play with myself
in front of the tv

i don't know much about macro-economics
but i saw the transformers
and i bought all the products

jesus was the spawn of medusa and her sisters
i'll thumbscan for HIM until it gives me blisters
arguing with the robot that won't give me my groceries
will be so much easier once they implant me

then i can network hypnogogically
then i can daytime while i dream of hecate
whatever you say and whatever i read
and whatever you imposed into my little head

 

Wish I Was A Caterpillar

nothing about this makes any sense at all
everything changed when you came along
i can't sleep at night and i can't think straight
sometimes i wonder if it's fucking fate

i'm talking to you though you're not here
why is this happening, i feel some fear
i must be insane to think these thoughts
that i can't even say into a plastic box

wish i was a caterpillar
in a larval state
i'd grow my wings
and fly away

wish i was a caterpillar
i'd forget this place
wish i was a caterpillar
we could fly up high into outer space

because it's driving me crazy, the way i feel
i keep telling myself it's no big deal
but i feel impaled on the astral plane
feel so much i'm gonna go insane

wish i was a caterpillar
in a larval state
i'd grow my wings
and fly away

wish i was a caterpillar
i'd forget this place
wish i was a caterpillar
we could fly up high into outer space

everywhere i look, you're in every thought
it just keeps on coming and never stops
i don't know what to do and i'm such a mess
i love you forever and not a second less

wish i was a caterpillar
in a larval state
i'd grow my wings
and fly away

wish i was a caterpillar
i'd forget this place
wish i was a caterpillar
we could fly up high into outer space

 

Bad Dreams And Backward Screams

i'm having sex with your ghost
while you're still alive
i doubt you'll notice..
touching your invisible thigh

it's dark, you feel cold
i surround you like plated gold
creeping up behind your neck
beside you in your bed

bad dreams and backward screams
turn around in the ice blue scenes
underwater with the seaweed
they'll never find you or me

colder you get, making me/you so want
and me/you don't understand
i'm inside, all inside out
burn beneath the white hot sand

take my hand, pull me down deep
i glow green into your sleep
touching you for the very last time
then we're gone, air into the sky

bad dreams and backward screams
turn around in the ice blue scenes
underwater with the seaweed
they'll never find you or me

eyes closed underwater end time
slide inside this ghost of mine
turn as thin as pieces of paper
we're returning into vapour

feel the shadows across the streets
no longer needing the human meat
we're the shapes inside your mind
we don't exist forever in time

bad dreams and backward screams
turn around in the ice blue scenes
underwater with the seaweed
they'll never find you or me